I’m venting.
The more I hear, “They’re the ones that are crazy,” the less I believe it. Please stop saying that. It doesn’t make me feel better. It’s a hollow phrase that people say to pat you on the back to make you feel good, and I see right through it.
I’m becoming more and more enmeshed in my job because I don’t have anything better to do. If I sit still, my brain’s allowed to think, and when I’m allowed to think, it’s a short trip right to the bottom again.
I’m so damn tired of this.
